2001-11-04 - 12:50 a.m.
does anyone else feel like their face looks different at night? what is it? is it just the lighting, or what? i feel like i look so different... anyway...
today was a good day, overall. my mom and i went to baha fresh, and yes, its still good, and yes, i feel bad for liking the corporate version better, but no, ill never be back to baha burrito because it makes me so damn sick. agh, so, then, we realized that we had some time to burn til i went to the frist, and that we were right across the street from off broadway... YES! new shoes, goddamnit. i call them the trendy bowling/amish/velcro stuff. theyre damn cute, and comfy. i really neeeed some mary janes though, and they didnt have a single pair of flat mary janes. i was surprised, and extremely disappointed.
oh and then frist, which sucked, cause it was a different supervisor than Casey, who is so cool. there was a kid that came in today who was six, but had a great eye. she came in, and knew exactly what she wanted to do. she did four paintings, of which were all completely different in content and style. no one does that. i cant fucking do that. the kids always come in and do 3 almost identical paintings. they never have any ideas. then the little girl made this kickass collage. i was justifiably jealous. six years old. unbelievable.
and tonight. tonight was wonderful. dave [unexpectedly] taught me to play tony hawk. now, ill admit, i had never heard of this game. but im really glad it found me. dave let me make my own dude! i did a black dude, of course, with the coolest clothes and a tasteful afro. i fell in love with this kid. he was so great looking. i want to meet him so badly. he reminded me of malik from the real world. this is because he was quiet. i realized about an hour into the game that i liked him because he was quiet, and never really hurt anyone. just minded his own business. i felt like we were his only friends though, and when we let him just play by himself, he seemed so sad and lonely. anyway, i learned to play. im not good at all, but i learned the basic stuff. i need more practice. im gonna be craving tony hawk from now on.
well we played that for forever. dave was so patient. possibly more patient than ive ever seen him be. it was great. i couldnt have done it. went to spot again tonight. i realized tonight that next year, spot wont be so close... and ill probably never get the chance to go to spot... spot has been such a big part of my life. i dont want to lose it when i leave. ah, ill be close though, calm down. anyway, the weather has been fucking amazing. i wore skirts both nights this weekend, to take advantage of the warmth. skirts are really fun. really.
geh-geh geh-geh, ooh. geh-geh geh-geh, ooohooh. --hah--hah--hah--hah--
got an email from scott. i wrote back, asking him to ask karen if she will cut my hair for me... im really hoping. god, only a little over 2 weeks til im there.
radio was cool tonight. we heard tripping billies and it really made completed the package of a great evening. i wanted to be there, at that song, wearing my pineapple grass bracelets. after i dropped dave off, girls girls girls came on the radio. i cant believe it, but i almost cried i was so happy to hear it...
this entry has been so scattered. im sorry, god, it was bad.
well, gnight kids. smile, um, all the cool kids are doin it?
"we were above, you standing underneath us, we were not yet lovers. dragons were smoked, bumblebees were stinging us,i was soon to be crazy... we are all sitting legs crossed round a fire, my yellow flame she dances. tequila drinking oh our minds will wonder to wonderous places."
