2001-11-03 - 12:24 a.m.
what an insane night... and day, really. emotional rollercoaster all day at school. high highs and low lows. i want to kill my bio teacher. shes just so wrong, all of the time, no matter the subject, just wrong. mrs huddleston is gonna get fuckin fired for the shit she said today. racial and gender discrimination just wont be ignored with seth and shareen in the classroom... or me for that matter... but i wasnt there.
tonight, hmm... dave said failure. i thought it was fun. hunan was insane as always. got to see daves parents. tension with dad. i wish there was a way to calm his anxiety about that, but theres not. his dad just sucks. got to hang out with scott and elise. always exciting, of course. i wasnt tired, though, until i got there. we played video games too... and it was fun... although i apparently "wont make any friends" with the way that i play. oh well, im not really upset about that... then, all over nashville for ice cream. back to apt, watch the lights and the spoons on the walls and play more with cattie. me. staring. catatonically. then, OUR spot. lovely as always, except dave was a little nervous about being there. i can understand that. i kinda was, too. well, spot knocked me out, completely. im about to rest my head on the desk and sleep.
oh god, i just remembered more to type... ill do it tommorow.
gnight kids, take care.
