2001-10-30 - 9:27 p.m.
in such a better mood now. work is like therapy, somehow. talking to dave helped too. hes so rational, im glad that we can balance each other out, or, that he can balance me out...?
so i burnt that jay-z cd, and now i cant find it... im dying... i have no idea where it is, honestly. i was listening to it this morning, get home tonight, its gone...
okay so i dont have that much to write about... so what? im not sorry.
unchained melody came on the radio on my way home from work. i hate to report that tears came, yet again. i cant explain it. i have some wierd connection with that melody and those lyrics. i got to thinking about it, and it might have been the first song that i ever had a real connection with. i remember the day. 3rd grade. listening over and over. thinking of, brad schwartzman... i was sure by first grade that he and i would marry one day, and the crush didnt end til probably sixth grade. i always promised myself that at our wedding, i would have that song played, and it would be perfect. i had a very elaborate imagination.
ive decided that im definitely gonna cut my hair, and possibly, it will be in seattle. i might have karen cut it for me while im there. i trust her, hers always looks cool, and she cuts her own... so that has to mean something... im just so bored with my hair. i want it gone and forgotten. god im so excited about seattle. my bro is gonna keep an eye out for shows that i need to see when im there. i hope someone good is there when i am. i hope a lot of things. i need a new, excellent cd for the trip, too. last time was billy bragg & wilco, mermaid avenue, and now, every time i listen i think of that trip, and driving by the vineyards and microsoft.
oh kneeded eraser, how i love you so.
oh gross, daves roommate is in his dorm under the covers with his girlfriend... with dave in the room...
thats all. take care kids, and smile.
