2001-10-29 - 9:40 p.m.
god i lovvve rap. shareen lent me the new jay-z to copy... its incredible... em is on one of them, he sounds different... better...
shareen is definitely the funniest person in the world. biology was hell today because i thought that i would laugh so hard that i would suffocate and die. she had on this flying squirrel shirt which was really cool, but really ridiculus too. and her pointy shoes... so i drew a picture. once i gave it to her, and she started laughing, ive never, ever, laughed so hard in my life. it was the longest bio class of my life.
i realized today that i think that ive liked fiona for longer than anyone i ever have (which isnt actually very long). heather brought her up in art today, and i almost smacked her because i am so protective of her music... i hate it when dumb people mention music as serious as fionas. i realized, again, how fucking badly i need to see her in concert. i need this. a lot. i can remember getting tidal in seventh grade, and listening to it driving to ohio for some trip. i listened over and over. it was the first cd that i ever truly considered mine. it was no one elses. i didnt know anyone else who liked it, or her. she was all mine to enjoy. also the first artist that i seriously considered writing a letter to. i didnt though. i was too self-conscious. i thought that my misused and overused adjectives would insult her, insult her intellegence or something- thats how much i cherished her writing. god i really need to see her. i need a new album too.
dave is coming home on wednesday, and neither of us realized til today that wed is halloween... what are we going to do...? we have been invited to trick or treat. speaking of halloween, i was really surprised at how many people noticed/cared that dave and i didnt come to the party on saturday. everyone asked... everyone, except dana and carolyn. seth and deborah i think were especially disappointed, with good reason too, because i kept on telling tehm how much theyd like our costumes. when i told them today that dave and i had planned to dress up as "seth and deborah" seth actually asked if we would do it anyway, for christmas or something?
ok i just made a post on the fiona apple message board that i havent been on in ages. inquiring about a tour? an album? a halloween special? anything? i hope i dont get chastised too harshly.
thats all for tonight. gotta go. gnight kids.
