2001-10-07 - 10:38 p.m.
so i got in a video downloading craze today. i think a lot of it has to do with the fact that i can only see mtv on the weekends, so i feel horribly out of the loop, all of the time. i treasure videos so much. i am the quintessential teenager. so i got the nsync "gone" video, because its so damn nice. shareen showed it to me last week, and i was disembodied by a wave of complete sexuality. whoa, graphic alexis. sorry. anyway. the video is so dumb, and cheesy, but god... moving on. i also downloaded the dave matthews preformance of "in my life." i must say that it makes me happier than most music does, which is saying a lot.
i guess im just happy all over. im happy with every single aspect of my life. as elise would say, i sound like a halmark card... but everything is just great. my friends are wonderful. im on good terms with my parents. im doing well in school. my boyfriend is the most understanding and embracing person i have ever known. i have a plan for my future. all of this effectuates pure goodness- a damn good life. if only i didnt abhor thoughts of the goings on of my country, things would be perfect.
about the future: my mom is talking extensively about belmont, and, more specifically, the appartment. i worry about getting excited, but its so hard to digress from the emotion of utter thrill. can i be blamed? it is a wonderful prospect. im going to start on my admissions essays pretty soon. might have jared help. i had him help sam with his. i should just ask him to write them.
thats all i feel like writing.
ouch, my tummys all hurting. everythings hurting. as the everly brothers say so urbanely, "love hurts."
