2001-10-05 - 2:30 p.m.
oh my, today is so insane... i really dont know how to handle it. this morning was crazy, and really nerve wracking. i had to wave at all of these people... some that i know, some that i just kinda know, some that i didnt at all. the best part was when we passed seth. i was actually looking for him the whole time. he was so excited and enthusiastic. i felt really out of place with the other girls though, but at least i had taka with me. so many people were complimenting me, and it felt good, but i was really really uncomfortable. i hope tonight isnt as uncomfy. i dont even want to go. i just want to go out with my dave, like a normal friday night. i dont want to fuck around in front of the entire school. oh and our class got robbed of the homecoming title. we got first place in everything but the float, and so we got 2nd. i was really pissed. surprisingly, today, i was very happy to be a senior. to be in that corner of the gym during the pep rally. another weird occurance- when the senior football players were announced, i was extremely happy and nostalgic. ive grown up with these kids. theyre in my blood. just like i told my dad- even though we arent as close as we used to be, i still care for them so much, i honestly do.
thast about all. i really have to go to the bathroom.
"we aint, goin nowhere. we aint, goin nowhere. da da da da da da, cause its bad boyz for life." (thats the song that our float was playing... ohh p. diddy.)
