2001-09-08 - 12:30 p.m.
im surprised that im home. it feels good though, to come home at a time that -you- choose, even if it is earlier... that has nothing to do with it... its more like, I AM THE MASTER OF MY DOMAIN. its that feeling.
god, things are great. i have such a promising week to look foward to. this weekend has been nothing less than profusely perfect. i could easily go into a "dave rocks" entry right now... will i? hmm... ill think about it.
i cant really think of anything to write about.
my friends are insane. or, we are all insane. somehow, we all end up in the same places at the same times. why did taka want to go to the mall and eat? and why when we got there were there 30 of our friends running around the oasis? god my friends are weird.
i ran into mitch, too, in the parking lot. it was literally the first time ive seen him since may. i didnt see him all summer, and our paths have not even crossed since school has started. i cant explain it. i was glad that he caught up with me though. small talk, which is sad. i miss the kid, still. i feel like ive been saying that for years. i told him that i wanted him to meet dave... but dave would hate him. not hate him, just, they wouldnt understand each other. different worlds. parallel planes, never touching. i wonder where i am from this view.
i especially miss shannon. shes so damn depressed. all that i can really do is send her emails about how im doing and ask her the same. except, my answers always vary, and hers dont. god, i really want her to be happy. i want her arm to be healed. i want all the good things for her.
umm, music sucks? im more and more picky nowadays. my world is crashing down. kurt loder has age spots. those spinning bears? i couldnt handle them.
theres a guy at circuit city that likes character. i might make him a copy.
taka, as i assumed, was floored by the cd. he had his back to me most of the time, and then at the extremely obviously incredible parts, he would look back at me and just shake his head.
will i see jared? i dont think that i want to.
dave rocks! i am so happy. so happy.
