2001-07-27 - 11:52 p.m.
i didnt finish last night because i fell asleep. i was "just gonna rest my eyes..." i always say that.
last night i went to dnd with taka and oj, hoping to see the features, but missed them. i wanted to watch the breakdancers, and that was cool. ran into clay, though. not quite sure what that was like.
he was high, very high. he hugged me, almost nervously. we talked, but it was weird, and hard to do. he played with my cheeks, like he used to, and i told him to stop. we talked for about a half an hour, then his/our friends were leaving, so we said goodbye, and it was over. i feel so condescending with him though. questions about his future and standings and whatnot. i probably should just accept him... i find that hard to do though, somehow.
today was much nicer. more time with dave. much more. it was wonderful. well, incredible is the word id rather use. or just, wow.
im so exhausted.
thats all you get. gnight. take care.
